Sitting, Waiting, Wishing...

And so I'm still waiting for my results!!! Yes, still!!! And as quoted above from the lovely Jack Johnson, who's music I love by the way, I'm sitting, waiting and wishing for my results. Wishing that these results will not immediately put my dreams of going to UEA next year to ruin. I need these marks to be good, but am I good enough to get the level of marks I need to achieve? I've been going through mental torture waiting for these results, and this waiting is like I'm paddling my kayak in pitch black, with a current that I am unable to tell if it is going for or against me. I'm still paddling, but I'm unable to tell if I'm actually moving ahead until I know these results. But in the meantime I'm still working hard, I'm getting better at organising myself as far as my studying is concerned, or at least I think I am. I'm just questioning everything at the moment to be honest. I'm really enjoying the course! I'm loving it, in all honesty regardless of this waiting.  And I'm really, really looking forward to CHRISTMAS!!!!!!! I love CHRISTMAS!!!!!! I've done some fab Christmas cards for my lecturers I just hope they won't hold these cards against me for future marking lol. But the whole group will be signing them so if they do take offence they will have to take it out on all of us! My theme song is still playing but it has had a Christmas remix with sleigh bells and everything! Hopefully this waiting will all be worth it, hopefully, fingers crossed, and toes, and eyes, no not eyes really but you get my drift...x